14th May 2018

I left my boyfriend and went back to live with my ex who was violent, I knew it was the wrong thing to do but it was like I wasn’’t in control of myself.

He was glad to see me return and was happy to have me back as his girlfriend. The worst part was that we slept together a couple of times and I felt like I had committed the ultimate act of betrayal.

When the time came that I needed to be drove to work his car would’n’t even start, because he lived on benefits and was unable to maintain a vehicle. This dream was very vivid.